Make Up Your Mind...

Its kind of sad that a song describes how I feel about something that is dear to my heart.

I'm ready to feel normal; lol just kidding.

I shouldn't have to worry...or question everything...I'm too good for my own damn heart...the question should be: is my heart well deserved?

Time will tell...I've been patiently waiting...

I've decided not to hold my breath anymore on empty words and promises.

There is only so much that one person can handle; especially if they are at a breaking point. I somehow have got myself into a wide variety of situations. But I'm winding it down to hopefully only a few. Probably not going to go that way. LOL...

This year has gone somewhat in the right direction. I just hope that it keeps going that way.

I haven't got to the point yet; of any feelings towards being unappreciated. But I'm sure that the little path will be popping up at some point. Hopefully I wont have to be walking down that path.

I ended up putting my barriers up again; and my goal is to put them back down. I've started slowly but I wish for them to be down in a faster pace.

"I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart; That I left unspoken"

Got the best phone call ever today. I'm excited that my boss called me and informed me of everything. Can't wait to be completely back to work. Ten months out of the Year I don't have to worry about clothes. Only on my days off or if I do something once I'm off from work; is when I have to figure out what I want to wear.

I always put other people ahead of me. I never really get to do anything thats super special for myself. I guess thats a goal for my list. Hopefully I will get to achieve it.

Oh my goodness, so Apple Juice is like a bottle of wine to me. I drink it like crazy. Its my absolute favorite Juice.

Until we meet again..