Truly, Madly, Deeply...

The mind is an amazing thing. I want to take a stroll through the woods. I want to have a cozy conversation about anything. I am @ this point that makes me worried and scared. When I think about the crossroads that I am @, I have to keep my promise that I won't do anything stupid. That Junction has already crossed through my thoughts.

It has been a long week. I think that this weekend is going to be even longer. By Monday I will have worked six days in a row. I wasn't sure if I was going to make it through today. But I did. It also helped when I got some yummy nourishment. A delicious chocolate shake.

Tonight I am more diligent than I have been all week. Also have been doing a lot of reminiscing.

It Definitely Grinds...

I am figuring out more and more this year, that there are obstacles every which way you turn. Its almost a divide and conquer journey this year. There is so much you can go on, but I have realized that you can't question yourself, and only go with the best that you can.

There is only so much one can handle by themselves. Everyone has demons, especially from their so called pasts. But you can walk on the path of a new beginning and start fresh. It may take time, but most are willing to make changes to their rythm of life.

You can never give up on taking a chance. What matters the most is your heart and what makes you happy. It always make a difference.

Believe, Accept, Adapt.


On A Compeletly different Note....

So here I am driving down the road, and this song pops on the radio. At first I had not realized what it was, then I remembered where I had heard it from. It was Stuck in the Middle with You, by Stealers Wheel. And my mind instanly went to Reservoir Dogs. Where Mr. Blonde is dancing around and slashing the ear off of the Cop. Classic Scene and Classic Movie.

I watched Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon last night. Unfreakinbelievable. Its a masterpiece. It will probably be one of my movies that I watch a lot.

I love soap that is the foaming kind, and then when it smells really good, its even better. I bought some tonight for my house, I can't wait to use it.

So I am pretty excited. I am getting a new bed. Most people wouldn't see the need for excitement of a new bed, but I am. I have had this twin bed for a really long time, and its about time I upgrade. So its in the process of hapepning.

How Strange It Seems.........

Sometimes I feel like an outsider looking in. As if the life that I am looking at, is not what I am really to be looking at. Sometimes a slowdown is what you need. To stop and reflect on what really matters. Sometimes it can be confusing knots trying to untie and figure out what really matters. Doing one thing or saying something and then end up doing the complete opposite puts a strain on your true focus. TTFN.

See the Sky Again....

Not enough time in one day. I was ready to have two days off this week, I had my plans spread out over the two days. Now I have to try and get it all done in one day. I wanted to be a guest @ the city but that's out of the question this week. Such a gorgeous day and I get to spend half of it inside. One of these days I am going to get to enjoy a picnic. Or be taken somewhere I've never been. But things change and never go as you want. Oh well, its just passing time as a grain of salt. TTFN!!

Some Rhonda Vincent....

Absolutely love this song. I have to listen to it every single day at work, I thought that it would drive me crazy hearing it every day, but it actually doesn't. Today we had a group of guests standing over by the speaker right in front of my stand, and they were singing right along to this song. It was great and they sounded awesome too.

Here's some Matt Nathanson

I love this song....

In the Valley....

This week has gone by too fast. It doesn't really feel like I had four days off. Then I get to work for three days then have two days off. I am ready to get away. I am ready for Georgia. So I looked through my closet today, and hanging up is this dress. I bought this dress back in April. Yet to wear it. I absolutely love this dress too, its classy looking. I got to thinking, when the hell am I going to get to wear this dress. Doubt that I ever will get the chance. You would think that I would get tired of wearing dresses since I have to wear them for work, but this is way better than the ones I wear for work. I want to go hiking, or something. I am ready for another Eureka Springs Trip. Or even if it was to Kansas City. I want to take in a ball game, just as long as it is not the Cardinals. I am ready to take a journey outta of the same four walls I see everyday. Since I didn't get to head back to the QC Area before summer hits, I have to find my journey elsewhere. I watched 30 Days of Night tonight. That is a great movie. I thought that I would be ready to get back to work, but honestly I wish I had another day off, although I don't want to go back on a Saturday, so I guess Friday will have to do. I want to eat some really good Chinese Food @ some point this weekend or even next week. I am ready to have the city open 7 days, so that I get a chance to be a guest. I think it would be fun to go on a helicopter ride soon. So there is this show that I would like to see but I kinda don't want to watch it alone, so I guess that I wont be going to it. Okay so I think that I am done rambling on for now. TTFN!!

Just Dance It Out.....

Sometimes when things get you down. Or your all stressed out. Maybe just having a bad day. Or a bad week. one of my favorite things to try and relieve the bad stuff, is to Dance it Out... I guess I kind of got the idea from watching Grey's Anatomy. But it seems to work. I once tried to meditate like people tell me to. And I don't think that works very well at least not for me. People have their own ways of relief. So I thought that I would share one of mine. TTFN!!!

Life's What You Make It.....

Lately, I have been feeling like I am a puppet and somebody is on the other end pulling all my strings. So I have set myself up with the message Life's What You Make It. I am starting to lose my focus on what I want to get out of life. But that's about to change pretty much starting right about now. I want to be the one that pulls my strings towards what I want. 2009 has so far been a good year for me, I have felt that things are turning around and becoming more positive. I don't feel struck down anymore. I guess it just takes baby steps. I am ready for new changes in my life. TTFN!!

Roll Me Away Tonight...

Every once in a while you gotta listen to some Bob Seger...

I Wanna Get Next To You- Rose Royce

I absolutely love this song.