Racsper's Brain Pub

Monday, March 17, 2014

For My Loving Parents....

Happy Anniversary!! Hope you have had a wonderful 36 years together and have many more wonderful years to come. Love you Both very much.

There's a million things that I want to say. There's a million reasons as to why. But for some reason I dont. There are days that my head and my heart battle it out. But neither one ever truly wins. I am only one person. As the song says "Sometimes it amazes me, how strong the power of love can be." Runs through my mind like a whirl wind of sand. And then it skips around a little bit and goes on to another set of words like a musical ball of twine. And it usually goes like this: " Even the best fall down sometimes; Even the stars refuse to shine; Wrong Words start to rhyme." It also runs though my mind and always leaves colorful abrasions. But my heart, my mind and my soul always leave me standing with questions. Its a struggle I am willing to take on. I hold these burdens as if they are sacred. I wish for no more lies or secrets and strive for truth and honesty. I have given my everything and most importantly the best of me. My heart is pure and always taken. I'm not getting any younger nor weaker. I'm just getting more stronger. I ask for purpose, joy and prosperity. My values are important. Even, if they are small and simple. My parade will no longer be rained on. My life and my heart is not a game nor a joke. I am ready to take the journey and to ride a new roller-coaster.